14-05-2013, 01:20 PM
Dear all,
i never made it to mamzar park, for the simple reason didn't dare to see people who carry similar feelings of what i hold within me, I just wanted to let you all know that I feel your pain and understand your frustration over your apparently failed plans.
" like all of you guys i am one among, i am the only bread winner for my family of two members wife and a kid studying in grade 1, i worked in Dubai for about 10years and managed to make up a little saving of about 60k and when i lost my job just a month ago i was settled with my end of service 25k that added up to exactly around 85k after settling all my car loan...etc that is when i had come across sun feast through one of my friend,he refereed me to this he had already made more than what he had invested he showed me the proof of it because i was struggling to meet both ends paying school fee house rent very soon all my saving will melt down before i could strike an other job,that is when i took this decision here comes the night mare i pull the balance through my credit card and managed to round the figure to 100k and deposited just on the 30th of last month was my first payment, on that first payment i was suppose to pay my rent chq, school fee, credit card bill buy grocery for the home all that was depended on my first payment even this internet bill payment was based on that payment now i am bankrupt i have not payed my daughter school fee taken time up to 15th,i have not bought grocery for the home may be 15th,my credit card payments are due, i have taken time from the landlord up to 15th to make the rent payment,my grace time on my visa cancellation is expiring on the 17th, i need to buy my air tickets to exit the country and come back the new job is ready thank god at least i have that in reserve, today i am in a situation that i am standing bad in front of a crowd which is laughing at me for my investment"
initially i panicked worried, upset, feeling horrible, depressed, now how am i going to go on with my life? train of questions ran into my mind sleepless nights? reading these messages more over to make things worse the journalist also played his part well, am sure all you guys must be knowing how difficult it is to start over again in your life,
But please allow me this opportunity to try and encourage you based on my own experiences Don’t get mad when I say this, last evening i took my daughter to the park along with her cycle,me and my wife were sitting together silent with a future bleak ahead and my daughter was cycling around the park she just took a short spin and came back to me sat besides me asking me why Dada u are not running along with me i said i am in no mood darling, may be some other day, no Dada i don't want to cycle when u are not along with me there is no fun.i had actually killed the joy and happiness of my daughter by reflecting my worries to her and made her go week, she doesn't know the materialistic loss that i had all she knows is that i am not along with her and she is sad because of that well what ever our losses are in life all that i request is not to reflect them on your family your courage is their courage,
in spite of how smart you are, and in spite of how well you know yourself, you still don’t know what’s best for you. I mean let’s face it. Every time I make plans, I make them based on the assumption that future events will fall into place the way I want them to, enabling me to achieve a certain goal, experience a certain event, be at a certain place, acquire a certain object, or do whatever on a specific date. Now let’s face it you’re not much different than I am in that regards.
every one has worries in their life`s have u ever categorizes your worries ? well i mean to say do you have any control upon what is happening?,no we don't right neither do u nor do i have any control isn't it, then why do we sit and worry a lot up things that we don't have control they why sit and worry upon things that u don't have control just leave it to god he knows better to handle them.OK. you have your life in perfect shape thank god and go on accept what so ever happens it is an experience of life which not many can get well ofcourse it is a bit costly experience..lol if not for others at least for me it is for sure
wish u all good luck for today.
i hope some one updates the court hearings i would have never watched an india & pakistan match so closely as much as i have watched these comments..lol
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Thanks & Regards
MUHAMMED RIYAS
i never made it to mamzar park, for the simple reason didn't dare to see people who carry similar feelings of what i hold within me, I just wanted to let you all know that I feel your pain and understand your frustration over your apparently failed plans.
" like all of you guys i am one among, i am the only bread winner for my family of two members wife and a kid studying in grade 1, i worked in Dubai for about 10years and managed to make up a little saving of about 60k and when i lost my job just a month ago i was settled with my end of service 25k that added up to exactly around 85k after settling all my car loan...etc that is when i had come across sun feast through one of my friend,he refereed me to this he had already made more than what he had invested he showed me the proof of it because i was struggling to meet both ends paying school fee house rent very soon all my saving will melt down before i could strike an other job,that is when i took this decision here comes the night mare i pull the balance through my credit card and managed to round the figure to 100k and deposited just on the 30th of last month was my first payment, on that first payment i was suppose to pay my rent chq, school fee, credit card bill buy grocery for the home all that was depended on my first payment even this internet bill payment was based on that payment now i am bankrupt i have not payed my daughter school fee taken time up to 15th,i have not bought grocery for the home may be 15th,my credit card payments are due, i have taken time from the landlord up to 15th to make the rent payment,my grace time on my visa cancellation is expiring on the 17th, i need to buy my air tickets to exit the country and come back the new job is ready thank god at least i have that in reserve, today i am in a situation that i am standing bad in front of a crowd which is laughing at me for my investment"
initially i panicked worried, upset, feeling horrible, depressed, now how am i going to go on with my life? train of questions ran into my mind sleepless nights? reading these messages more over to make things worse the journalist also played his part well, am sure all you guys must be knowing how difficult it is to start over again in your life,
But please allow me this opportunity to try and encourage you based on my own experiences Don’t get mad when I say this, last evening i took my daughter to the park along with her cycle,me and my wife were sitting together silent with a future bleak ahead and my daughter was cycling around the park she just took a short spin and came back to me sat besides me asking me why Dada u are not running along with me i said i am in no mood darling, may be some other day, no Dada i don't want to cycle when u are not along with me there is no fun.i had actually killed the joy and happiness of my daughter by reflecting my worries to her and made her go week, she doesn't know the materialistic loss that i had all she knows is that i am not along with her and she is sad because of that well what ever our losses are in life all that i request is not to reflect them on your family your courage is their courage,
in spite of how smart you are, and in spite of how well you know yourself, you still don’t know what’s best for you. I mean let’s face it. Every time I make plans, I make them based on the assumption that future events will fall into place the way I want them to, enabling me to achieve a certain goal, experience a certain event, be at a certain place, acquire a certain object, or do whatever on a specific date. Now let’s face it you’re not much different than I am in that regards.
every one has worries in their life`s have u ever categorizes your worries ? well i mean to say do you have any control upon what is happening?,no we don't right neither do u nor do i have any control isn't it, then why do we sit and worry a lot up things that we don't have control they why sit and worry upon things that u don't have control just leave it to god he knows better to handle them.OK. you have your life in perfect shape thank god and go on accept what so ever happens it is an experience of life which not many can get well ofcourse it is a bit costly experience..lol if not for others at least for me it is for sure
wish u all good luck for today.
i hope some one updates the court hearings i would have never watched an india & pakistan match so closely as much as i have watched these comments..lol
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Thanks & Regards
MUHAMMED RIYAS